An Indirect Letter

please read that in the albino’s raspy voice.

well it’s the comical label of the place I feel like I’m at now.

I can’t get happy.

I had a party, lots of people I loved were there… but I just couldn’t make myself feel anything but ennui. plus someone there stole my adderall… thanks for leaving me one pill jackass. It’s the only thing that makes me feel less tired and slightly more interested in trying to do what is expected of me.

I don’t want pity, I want understanding. There’s probably 4 people in my life that understand, but everyone else just sees my red eyes and nose and is disgusted and pities me. I’m not interested. It’s ok that you can’t get it, but don’t pretend you do.

I can fix myself, but it’s going to be a while, until then, just leave me be, because I won’t be able to be anything close to truly fine for a while. 

cirquedelavie:

Pocahontas based on 17th century Powhatan costume

Cinderella’s dress is based in the mid-1860′s

Jasmine is based on rare drawings of pre-Islamic Middle Eastern fashion

Sleeping Beauty based on the year 1485

Ariel’s dress is based on 1890′s evening gown fashion

Belle’s dress is based on 1770′s French court fashion

it’s just depressing self-hating complaining whiney mess

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