August 2010
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his salted lips.
Print by: Audrey Kawasaki
I have to censor myself now.
for your sake.
If I keep talking about how I feel you’ll think I am trying to get something that I can’t and don’t want.
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the sickness.
How can this be OK?
How can I live through this everyday.
It’s been months, I should be fine.
But it’s been seconds since you were on my mind.
There’s so many things I want to say to you. A mass of letters I’ve written that I know I’ll never give you. I feel like I’ll never get over you, and I don’t even know why.
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I should go to bed.
But there’s too many words, pictures, colors in my head.
“If I told you the truth, held you close and shut out all the reasons I have for not deserving happiness… If I was able to get down to the basement of my psyche, unearth the ancient boxes I’ve mislabeled intentionally so I don’t have to face the pain of what they contain… If I was able to own up to the...
I need someone to be fancy with.
“…Love me, because love doesn’t exist, and I have tried everything...”
– -Jonathan Safran Foer
excerpt from Everything Is Illuminated
M., G., S.
M: I can hide weed in my clavicle hole!
M: Oh man, Oh man... I mean... BRICK WALL, you know?
M: ...Why the laughter? ... It's so inappropriate.
M: Breeing Rinnen, like 'Being written'... yeah that's my son's new name
S: That's so deep.
M: Darling, you can't keep believing that sharks are real.
M: The sequel to the bible is called "American Jesus".
M: Pen Island... write it down, yeah, what's it say? PENIS LAND.
G: Yes, I snuck in here and stole the ice cream while you were puking.
M: That's why men love midgets
S: GURT, GURT, He's our man, if he can do it... Gross.
M: Obi-wan LIED
M: We should make educational videos for children that make no sense. Like we'll say things in them like "My hair believes in hope." and "THIS CHAIR NEEDS TO SIT DOWN!"
M: This just looks like Gary Larson, on ecstasy.
M: I've gone into angry gay wife mode.
G: How to have sex while you're driving!
S: Someone's going to die though.
G: BUT IT'S IN COSMO!
S: Isn't it nice that he just hides little bags of cheez-itz around his car for you?
Currently becoming engrossed in:
Next I plan on finally completing:
Castle Job
At work right now, loving and hating it in equal measure. Over all I enjoy having a schedule and routine again, but it will probably become a strain once school starts.
Georgia’s home. Missed her dearly. She starts school soon, I really hope she enjoys it. Only a little over a week until it’s time for me to start classes… I’m more excited than anything else. Things are...
